Showing posts with label rambling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rambling. Show all posts

11.06.2012

There are a lot of things I want to do

So today I compiled some lists into one big check list. It's too general for my tastes, but I like it. Then I decided to keep it, and added it as a page here. I can't stop thinking of things, though, so I had to cut myself off for now.



Go places
Road trip across Washington
Soap Lake
East Coast
Road trip across the U.S.
Tour the South
Bali

DisneylandTake husband to Disneyland for his first time
Take husband to waterpark for his first time
Take husband to tropical beach for his first time

Bed and breakfast
Canada, but for real
Italy
India
New York
London
Paris
The Wizarding World of Harry Potter
Stay in an over-water bungalow
Go back to the Fairmont Orchid on an anniversary
Great Wolf Lodge
Spend an anniversary where we got married - The Lairmont Manor
Treehouse
The Grand Canyon

Loving things
Proposal
Plan my own weddingMarriage
Lovely honeymoon
Have a growing, loving, satisfying marriage
Get pregnant
Have a kid or two
Sing to that person I like a lot

Important things I want/wanted to own
House
Car, without payments
Cat
Chickens

Good Eats: All seasons
Antique vanity
Chaise lounge
Antique sideboard
Goat
Alpaca
DSLR

Personal and Meaningful
Go to therapy for at least a year
Have a room to myself
Write a prisoner
Camp Victory
Feed the homeless
Go on a mission trip
Find my spirituality, not just choose it
Self defense class
Boudoir photos
Host Christmas
Participate in sexual education in some way
Get back into habitual yoga
Hot yoga
Heal my tendonitis
Chiropractor regularly for a year
Try acupuncture
Custom insoles
Rites of passage
Spend a weekend in silence and solitude
Ashram
Meditate daily for 1 month, 2 months, 3 months
Massage
Birth doula
Childbirth educator
Feel like I made a significant difference in someone's life
Listen, completely
Have a room to create
Have a library
Actually get rid of books
Keep a journal for a year
Experience death
Experience grief
Experience birth
Live alone

Enjoy
Raise baby chicks
Hen led chick hatching
Stop buying eggs, rely only on backyard chickens
Throw a surprise party successfully
Hot air balloon Do again!
Parasail
White water rafting
Ride horses on a beach
Ride horses on a mountain
Ride horses through the desert
Watch husband ride a horse for the first time
Send care package to someone I love
Watch the sunrise on my birthday
Go snorkeling without thinking about sharks constantly
Horse drawn carriage ride with husband
Bite of Seattle
Drive in movie
Movie on the lawn
Movie on our lawn
Have a pen pal
Go on a trip with just Candace
Paint, light, and set off wish lanterns with friends/family
Apple picking for real
Christmas newsletter
Christmas card
My job
CATS: The Musical

Hobbies, Art and Learning
Learn to knit
Knit a scarf
Learn to crochet
Crochet a scarf
Finish a yarn work blanket (3/4 of the way there!)
Needle felt
Participate in Peace Felt
Make income from photography
Photography class
Build my own headboard with old doors
Gallery
Pottery class
Tattoo
Learn an instrument FULLY
Glassblowing
Kickbox
Sing in front of people
Play in front of people
Book club
Have "day in life" style photo session done
Needle point
Loom
Build something with wood from scratch
Soap-making
Candle-making
Sew for real
Grow fruit to eat: Tomatoes, pumpkins, apples
Grow veggies to eat: Broccoli, onions, garlic, potatoes, kale, chard, spinach, carrots, lettuce
Grow all the herbs we use
Dehydrate my own herbs for year round use
Design my kitchen
Compost
Use compost as fertilizer
Build a fire pit
Learn how to use a charcoal grill for real
Learn another language
Learn Spanish

Kitchen
Marshmallows
Caramel sauce
Biscotti
Creme brulee
Tiramisu
Pulled pork
30 days of real food
Primal challenge
Bake bread
Sourdough starter
Attempt yogurt, attempt again, succeed in making yogurt
Pickles
Apple butter
Butter from cream
Roast a turkey for Thanksgiving
Brine a turkey for Thanksgiving
Jerky
Dehydrated fruit
Eat an animal we've raised
Buy a shared cow for consumption for 1 year, 2 years, 3 years
Participate in a CSA for 1 year, 2 years, 3 years, 4 years
Croissants
Cure a cast iron

Document
Engagement photos
Wedding photos
Newlywed photos
Anniversary photos
Photos with pets
Day in life photos
Boudoir photos
Pregnancy photos
Birth photos
Newborn photos
Engagement album
Wedding album

Make and use primarily
Dishwasher detergent
Laundry detergent
Cleaning supplies
Face wash
Shampoo
Deodorant
Exfoliant
Toothpaste
Moisturizer
Toner

Kids
Home birth without interventions
Have a midwife
Have a doula
Have a birth photographer
Homeschool
Breastfeed until self wean
Donate breastmilk
Attachment parenting
Raise badass kids
or 
Adopt

3.31.2012

What I Wish I Knew When I Was 18: A Letter for My Cousin When She Graduated High School





Samantha,

You’ve always been like a younger sister to me (awwww). Lately, I haven’t really known you, and that’s okay. Everyone in life goes through stages, but it’s important to realize these stages end, and to allot grace for those you love to change and become the person they want to be. I know that you will always be there for me, and I for you. Nothing can change the connection we have, even if sometimes it is dim. I love you dearly. I wanted to get you something meaningful for your graduation. The transition into adulthood is a really tender time in our lives. But, mostly, it’s just that: change. And change is hard. Not to mention endlessly confusing. I know I still struggle with confronting the change into “adulthood” and “womanhood.” So... I decided to tell you all the things I wish someone had told me when I was eighteen. Take them for what you will, but know that they are true, and that it would have made a world of difference to me if I had recognized them before I did. There’s a difference between knowing something and understanding it. Read this and take what you will. But, one day, you’ll come back to it, and something will fall into place. Maybe that will happen a few times. All I can hope is to inspire you, and to prevent you from having to learn some things the hard way like I did. The really hard way. I love you, Sam.

Peanut butter and jelly is a meal. Okay, laugh, because I know I really talked this list up. This one is just as important as the ones below it! Feed your body. But, don’t get stuck in the mind game that is the “American meal”. Peanut butter and jelly constitutes dinner. As does a piece of toast and an apple. Or yogurt and pita bread (personal favorite). Anyway, you get the point, this is beyond peanut butter and jelly. Don’t do what people tell you to do just because it is portrayed as “just what you do.”

Parents have real problems, too. Seriously real problems, as I’m sure you know I recently was confronted with. What I mean, though, is recognize that your relationship with your parents is going to evolve. You are going to become more of equals, and they are going to relinquish some of their responsibilities in your life to you (yeah, paying for your own car insurance sucks). They aren’t doing it because they hate you, they’re doing it because it’s what is right for you. Respect them as adults, but always love them as parents.

Being a slut is okay. Yeah, we’re jumping all over the place, here. I don’t know how to make this sound classy, so I won’t. There comes a time in a woman’s life when she has to... well, sleep around (maybe not literally!....or maybe literally, that’s your choice). We’ve been taught to fear “sluthood” and to suppress our sexuality as women. Society likes to punish “slutty” women. (Clarity: slutty doesn’t mean you sleep with a bunch of guys, in our society slutty is transferred to any woman secure in her sexuality and acting on her desires--whether that even means actively sleeping with someone or not). Sometimes, you don’t want a relationship, and yet you end up in one. Casual dating leaves room for you to recognize that you can feel loved, and you can give love, without confusing yourself emotionally. That leaves room for growth and maybe nursing a bad break up. It also allows you to “come into your own” and know what you want and what you don’t want in a relationship (or in a partner). As long as you’re safe, educated, and honest about your intentions with yourself and those you are involved in, you allow for growth, healing, and liberation. Even if it’s never something you want for yourself, you may have to support a friend who chooses to take that path. Be okay with it. Don’t let society’s rules govern your judgement.

Having fun is more important than school. Yeah, college is preparing for a career, and furthering your learning of traditional education and of yourself...blah, blah, blah. But, really? It’s for fun and freedom. So, have fun. Skip a couple classes, take a couple easy ones, give yourself a break. Don’t waste your money, or anything silly, but emphasize the importance of having fun. Honestly, how can you be expected to keep your sanity while earning good grades if you don’t grant yourself permission for having fun and making mistakes? This really is the ideal time for it...

The right path is usually the hardest one. This one is pretty self explanatory. But, maybe it will shorten those 3 day long decision making periods where you don’t know what to do (okay, you pretty much know what to do, but don’t want to do it). Sometimes, you do what you have to do and it sucks. It’s hard. It tears you and other people apart. But, you know it’s for the best. It sounds so cliche, but, save yourself the agony of indecision, and go with your intuition--it’s always right.

Cry. Scream. Throw a temper tantrum. Not for the drama of it, but for the sheer relief. Show your emotions. Let them come up when they come up, allow space for them, and then do what you will with them. It’ll save you so much pain and time down the road...

Get some of those coasters that test for date rape drugs. Okay, I’m paranoid. But, I really don’t want you to get gang banged. (I’m not saying this because I got gang banged, I’m only saying this because I’m pretty much crazy about being prepared... maybe this is just a place holder for a deeper lesson of being prepared... yes, I totally meant to do that...)

It’s okay to need and want. I can’t wrap this one up neatly because it’s something I’m still learning. Express what you need, and express what you want. You are worth it. You are just as important as any other person out there, so don’t sacrifice yourself out of fear. Speaking of which...

Don’t let fear hold you back. Within reason... listen to your intuition about not walking down that dark creepy path at 3am. If you feel hesitation about something you really feel a pull to do, ask yourself what you would do if you weren’t scared. Yeah. It’s powerful stuff.

Friends and partners shape who you are but don’t let them become your identity. Every person you interact with helps to mold you. "We viewed ourselves as pieces of clay that forever showed the fingerprints of everyone who has touched them.” You have to take what you want/need from each person, without letting it enter your foundation. You must build your foundation for and by yourself. Otherwise, you’ll find yourself holding on to someone from 6 years ago, because without them, you’re just not quite sure who you are... (yes, I am speaking from experience).

It’s true: you really won’t get over your “first love”. And it sucks endlessly because they always have that pull on you, until you decide to not let them. As long as you’re not letting it interfere with your other relationships, keep them around if they’re a good friend. But, be honest with yourself. Hooking up with three guys in quick succession won’t heal that pain, so just face it when it happens.

It’s okay to not know. It’s okay to be confused. Don’t obsess over not knowing where you’re going, who you will be there with, who or what you will be... It’s okay to just not know any of it. People ask you endlessly at this age what you want to study, be, do for a living, where you want to live, etc, etc. Be okay with saying “I don’t know!” It’s okay. Trust that the path will present itself. Even when you do make a plan, it doesn’t ever work out the way you think it will, and that’s okay. It may hurt, but that’s okay. Don’t fight the current:)

When it comes down to it, family: blood and chosen, are the only people who will always be there for you no matter what. You can choose your family. There are those people you instantly connect with, and there are those people you labor endlessly over building a wonderful relationship with. Anyone can become your family, and you have the ability to choose who you are going to surround yourself with. People will come into your life for specific purposes, and float out just as easily as they came in, and some people will just appear, and be a permanent addition to your journey. Respect those people the way you respect your family, and don’t take them for granted. Recognize that people will come into your life who will seem so wonderful, that you’ll get caught up in the whirlwind of them. Eventually, they can leave, betray you, hurt you, or just float away. Don’t let them replace your family: appreciate that your family will never, ever leave you.

Know what your values are and stick to them. At the end of the day you’ll feel better for standing up for what you believe in even if you lose people along the way. Don’t sacrifice that for anyone. People who are worth it will learn to compromise with you.

Be selfish. Do what you want because you want to do it. Don’t make choices based on what other people think is right for you, and what society says you have to do next. Think deeply about important decisions, seek advice from those you trust, but make sure you make that decision for you. It’s also okay to take some time for just yourself. Maybe you won’t talk to your best friend for two weeks, but it’s okay. Learn to listen to what your body tells you, because sometimes you just need what you need when you need it.

Be open and transparent. Let people see who you really are. This ties in to the fear one a little bit--don’t stop yourself from being true to yourself out of fear of what others may interpret it as. Transparency and integrity can gain you a lot of flack, but only because people are intimidated by your strength and candidness, or envious of their inability to show the same strengths. Either way, people will respect you. And most people will love and admire you intensely for it. It’s also a lot less work than reigning yourself in or maintaining this “idea” of who you are.

Honesty hurts at the time, but it hurts a lot less than days, weeks, or years of covering up for your inability to express it. When it comes down to it, honesty and openness will get you furthest in life. They will solidify, strengthen, and deepen your relationships faster than almost anything because honesty opens the door to trust. Trust, in turn, opens the door to further and deeper honesty, therefore forging connections that are nearly impossible to break. It’s much easier to tell the hard truth about something when it comes up, than to waste energy and time trying to make it into something it’s not, and sacrificing your relationships along the way.

Take risks. Don’t let anything or anyone stand in front of your aspirations. Leap into situations blindly (with discretion, of course, I’m not talking about danger, just opportunity) and see where it takes you. The moments that define you best are when you jump at an opportunity without giving yourself time to over analyze it. This shows your true intentions and desires, whether they be fleeting and fulfilling or deep seated and long lasting.

That’s all. Take what you will, but I hope you know that each and every thing I’ve said would have made a tremendous difference in my life had I recognized the truth of it when I was eighteen. I can only hope, as your family and your friend, to share my experiences and my wisdom with you to help make your journey just that much easier. I love you dearly.




“Don't forget what you've learned; all you give is returned / And if life seems absurd what you need is some laughter / And a season to sleep”




xoxo leanna

12.05.2011

Oh, haaaay Primal...

I'm going to keep this short and sweet. On January 3rd I'm starting a Primal challenge. I'm super excited, as its somewhat similar, just a push farther, to Real Food. Here's how you can get involved. Here is some information about what the challenge is. Expect some non-primal recipes before that for the holidays, and expect some awesome updates during the challenge!

4.23.2011

Baking and cooking for joy

Baking and cooking when I have a luxurious amount of time to just work the way I enjoy working in the kitchen is probably one of the greatest stress relievers and antidepressants I've found. There's something to be said for spending countless hours in the kitchen, measuring ingredients, combining them, cleaning as you go, being precise, tasting, adjusting... ahhh, it just makes me so happy. I love creating something with a person, or group of persons in mind. I focus all of my love and energy on making something especially for them, that I know they will enjoy. I honestly think it makes all the difference. It sounds kind of silly, but I think baking/cooking with love is something you maybe can't taste, but something you can definitely sense in a dish. For example, (bear with me, it's a silly one), my husband likes to just throw some food and hot water in a dish for the cat, mix it together, slap it down, and expect him to eat it (nothing against my husband). The cat rarely eats all of it--only when he gets desperate. When I prepare his food, I make sure to measure the perfect amount, add just the right touch of hot water, mix it thoroughly, and mound it up so it's easy to eat. I take the time to make it just the way he likes it, and 80% of the time he eats it all on the spot. I know that's a ridiculous example, but my cat is unbiased proof! Another example--one time my sister's friend came over to go on a hike with her and her boyfriend at the time. He was their music professor or something--really cool guy. I was making pancakes. He studied me for a moment, and said "I've never seen anything like that--you are making those with love." I was struck with his comment and replied: "Exactly! That is exactly right!" I was amazed that he could take one look at me and understand my entire style in the kitchen. That is one of the best compliments I have ever received.

I've had a long week. And by long I mean super, ridiculously long. One of those weeks that seem like they never end, and are full of mishaps, arguments, and just general lag. Monday was the day from hell (you know those days, where nothing goes right), and I think from Saturday-Wednesday I slept a total of 11 hours. Then, yesterday I started work in the afternoon, nannyed overnight, and got off work at noon today. In that 22 hour time period, I dealt with broken tree branches, countless fights, smashed fingers, flag football, soccer, lost balls, lost dogs, 4am bloody noses, 6am dog vomit, prepping one kid for a baseball game, and the other for soccer, 3 meals, 4 loads of laundry, 4 loads of dishes... all on about 4 hours of sleep. In reality, it was all enjoyable, and hilarious. I laughed my way through all the silly "mishaps" and therefore so did the children.

Needless to say I was exhausted when I got home. I still had to prepare two meals with my husband, meal plan, grocery shop at 4 separate places, go to Target, and bake my Lemon Cake for Zombie Jesus Day tomorrow (which is a long recipe). I wandered around outside snapping some photos to try to regain sanity before facing the holiday crowds. When I got home from my errands, my feet ached, I had a headache, I could barely keep my eyes open and all I wanted to do was curl up and watch Project Runway. Instead, I put on my apron, got out my stand mixer, and started zesting citrus. Three hours later, my muscles are relaxed, my headache is gone, and the joy is back in my heart. I can feel the love of my family and "family" I am so excited to spend time with tomorrow. My house is warm and full of the happy scents of orange and lemon intermingled with baked goods. I am exhausted, but in a good way. I feel accomplished, and satisfied.

If you had a long week like me, grab a tedious recipe, and go spend some hours in the kitchen. Feel the stress, anxiety, and busyness trickle out of your head, roll down your spine, and leave your body while you create something with love:)

3.30.2011

real food>fake food. nature>industry.

I've always gravitated towards the less processed and fresher foods in my life. I never really even liked that pillowy white bread that everyone wanted their PB&J on... I preferred the 12 grain bread at my grandparents's house. Anyone who has ever eaten a meal with me can vouch for the fact that I say "I love __(insert whatever vegetable I am currently eating)__" a minimum of four times per meal. My top three favorite foods are broccoli, apples, and green beans. There's something about fresh, wholesome, locally grown food that has always appealed to me. My favorite kitchen memories are helping my mom make vegetable soup or a loaf of fresh wheat bread, or picking vegetables in my backyard to make salad with. I love fresh foods, and generally don't gravitate towards processed foods. In fact, I notice distinct adverse effects when I eat foods that are more a product of industry rather than nature. As a kid, whenever we'd eat Nutrigrain bars, Otter Pops, and other artificially colored/flavored food, my throat would itch and I would cough. I'd feel tired, drained, and general pain/discomfort. It has escalated to the point that I notice it after eating almost any processed food. I feel off, less energized, irritable, and uncomfortable in general.

But, like every American, I've definitely given in to processed foods with ingredient lists longer than I'd care to read, with words more complicated than I'd care to pronounce. Looking in my pantry shocks me--cereal from the cereal party last weekend, baked Cheetos, a basket of candy/sweets given as gifts I'll never get around to eating... these things were never in my pantry two years ago! Obviously, I've made some allowances with a busier schedule. The "convenience" factor is not doing me any favors, though. It's weird to me that I'd ever opt for convenience, seeing how one of my favorite things to do is cook and bake. Being in the kitchen is one of my major methods of zapping stress. I love nothing more than to look at something, and figure out how to make it completely from scratch. So, why in the world would I buy something I can not only make myself and enjoy, but make in a way that is better for my body and soul? Why would I choose to put chemicals and additives into my body when I am so adamant about only using natural, additive free shampoo, conditioner, face products and make up? Why would I eat preservative filled food when I won't even take pharmaceuticals? It's time to create integrity when it comes to my beliefs. It's time to come full circle.

This is why I've vowed to take the 10-Day Real Food Pledge. I know already that this is a lifestyle change, not an experiment, or a fad like cleanses I've done in the past. This doesn't change our eating habits too drastically. In fact, almost all meals we make follow the guidelines, already. We already buy whole-grain instead of white and enriched, use locally grown organic produce, buy sides of beef grown in my hometown, visit a butcher who provides locally raised meats, and substitute apple sauce, honey and maple syrup instead of refined sugar in recipes. I've been dying to get a bread maker, and finally did. I've started to actually learn how to garden and not just pretend. I've been wanting chickens so badly. Basically, everything just fell into place... I'm happy to finally have a movement behind my beliefs and preferences and I couldn't be happier to finally have a structure behind my eating style. I can't wait to feel better, see the changes in myself and my husband and most importantly enlighten and inspire my friends and family into putting only real, wholesome, locally grown food into their bodies.

3.05.2011

Bob's Surprise Birthday Dinner

For his birthday, we told Bob we were going to make him a dinner of his choice. Instead, we planned him a surprise party (we still made dinner, though). Bob requested a comforting meal from his childhood: pulled pork sandwiches, potatoes au gratin, and kansas dirt cake. I've only ever made potatoes au gratin. Bob wanted his mother's recipes, though, so my little knowledge of these dishes flew out the window. We elected to have someone bring the potatoes, and I focused my energy on the pulled pork, the cake, and the decor!

I had no idea what cut of meat to use, of course, but my butcher happily told me. The conversation went something like this:
"I want to make pulled pork." -me
"So you want a pork shoulder?" -her
"I guess that is what I want!?" -me, relieved
"How much?" -her
"Uhhh..... four pounds?" - me, confused again



Slow Cooker Pulled Pork for Sandwiches
4 lb pork shoulder, or butt
24 ounces root beer
2 tablespoons minced garlic
1 teaspoon montreal steak seasoning
1 tablespoon worcestershire sauce
1/2 teaspoon Johnny's Seasoning Salt
16 ounces of barbeque sauce

In your slow cooker insert, put the pork shoulder and the root beer. Let it sit overnight.

The next morning, about 9 hours before serving, place the insert into your slow cooker, add the garlic, steak seasoning, and worcestershire, then cook on low.

About 9 hours later, drain and shred the pork. Mix the barbeque sauce in and place the shredded pork in the slow cooker on warm to serve.

Serves 10-12.

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Kansas Dirt Cake
by Pastor Bob's Mom:)
1 package oreos
2 small boxes instant vanilla pudding
3 cups milk
8 ounces cream cheese
1/2 cup softened butter or margarine
1 cup powdered sugar
1 large container cool whip

Crush the oreos finely. Place about 2/3 into bottom of 10x15 pyrex and reserve the rest for the top. Mix the pudding powder and milk together. Whisk for two minutes. Put in fridge to set for 5 minutes.

Meanwhile, cream together the cream cheese and the butter/margarine. Then add the powdered sugar. Add the pudding to the mix, then fold in the cool whip. Pour over the crushed oreos.

Sprinkle the top with remaining oreos, then freeze for at least 8 hours before serving.

Serves a lot. Probably 16. Who knows. All I know is there's a LOT left in my freezer.

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Also, we surprised the hell out of him. Yay:)

11.13.2010

A week of vegetables for those who don't know they LOVE vegetables (yet!)

I'm a huge vegetable fan. Huge. I don't think I can express to you how much I love a perfectly steamed crown of broccoli with a little lemon juice and some sea salt. Or how much I swoon over a giant salad of mixed greens topped with broccoli, grated carrot and apple, cucumber, seeds, and craisins. Or how often I crave crisp-tender steamed green beans, blanched, and quickly sauteed in a touch of garlic butter. Honestly, anyone who eats with me often gets annoyed at how regularly during a meal I proclaim "I LOVE (insert veggie that I just swallowed here)!" In case you were wondering, it's usually around ten times. My mom thinks I love them so much because as a toddler, I'd sit in my high chair and "help" her make vegetable soup. I always enjoyed the kitchen, and apparently vegetables, too. Today I realized that's not the case for everyone. My friend, Elyse, (of Elyse Kufeldt Photography, who takes strikingly gorgeous photos--she did our engagement&wedding&newlywed shots!) wrote a blog post the other day about her and her husband's attempt to eat more vegetables this month. She inspired me to share some easy to prepare, and easier to love, vegetable recipes. So I've decided to do a week of them! Or... however long I feel like sharing! Since we're moving, I might not be too awesome at keeping up, but I'll do my best.

Let's start off with easy ways I've found to eat more produce:

Keep them in the house: Every week, you should do your grocery shopping. About twice/week (depending on how much produce you eat--for us it's our CSA box+Costco+a grocery store run) you should do your produce shopping. Make a list of what you normally purchase, put it on the fridge, and when you run out of something, immediately mark it down (instead of waiting until you are getting ready to go to the store, and trying to remember what it is you stock up with). Buy seasonally for the best flavor and freshness! Honestly, about 2/3 of your fridge should be fresh fruit and vegetables. The same goes for your diet, so it's only logical.

Be prepared!: Figure out what it is you like to snack on and do the prep work now. For example, if you like vegetables and hummus, as soon as you get back from the store, cut celery, carrots, and cucumber into sticks, and pop them in the fridge. Make individual servings of fruits/veggies in baggies or tupperware for easy grabbing. That way, when your blood sugar is low, and it's more tempting to just reach your hand in a bag of chips, you can just as easily reach your hand in a bag of grape tomatoes.

Utilize the freezer: In some cases, frozen vegetables can be just as great as fresh. I like to keep 3-4 packages of frozen vegetable blends in the freezer. If you forgot to do your produce shopping, a Trader Joe's bag of broccoli, cauliflower, and green beans in a light herbed sauce, can complete your meal. Also, frozen vegetables work great for adding into larger dishes such as stir fry and pasta. (Tangent: Also, I like to have frozen "back ups". Buy two packages of deli meat, and freeze one. So mid-week, if you run out, instead of going all the way to the store for just that, you can take one out of the freezer. Also, if I'm baking muffins, pancakes, breads, anything that can be frozen, I like to make extra, and freeze individual servings for quick grabs.)

Eat colorfully: You're a lot less likely to crave carrots if you had carrots for lunch and dinner the past three nights, so it only makes sense to add variety. Try to eat a rainbow of fruits and vegetables, to surprise your palate (this is also nutritionally better for you, as well). Don't be afraid to try new things. If you don't like the way you prepared something the first time you try it, don't give up, just try a different way next time. If you don't like raw mushrooms, that doesn't mean you won't looove sauteed mushrooms! (Not saying that's a really healthy recipe--but it's a start!)

Community Supported Agriculture: Eat local! Ideally get a membership where you can pick your produce once a week--not even I do this, though. I would love to, but these days we don't have the time. I plan on making this a high priority when I have children, though. A much easier method: pick up a box of produce at a local community location, go to your local farmer's market, or have a box dropped off at your house once a week or every other week. We use Full Circle Farm from my hometown of Carnation.

Juice!: Buy a juicer. Just do it. Don't hesitate. It's worth every cent. You can throw anything you might not know what to do with in that thing (think beets, kale, chard, grapefruit), pop in a carrot, an apple, and some pineapple, and you will love it. I guarantee it. I have so many amazing juice recipes. I would advise about 2 servings of fruit/vegetables through juice. You still want to eat whole fruits and vegetables for the fiber, though. You can also try smoothies if you're too lazy to get a juicer (but you should get one)! Really, we use it at least twice a day. We buy organic apples and carrots in bulk, then use whatever fruit and vegetables that we don't know what to do with, have excess of, or didn't meal plan for. My mouth is watering. Freshly made juice will have you boycotting any and all packaged juices.

MEAL PLAN: This is the most important point in my opinion. Whenever I hear people complain about wasting food, spending too much on groceries, not eating enough vegetables, not having anything for dinner, etc, it's usually because they haven't taken the care to meal plan. They go to the store, grab what looks good, and then mid-way through the week have a fridge full of things that don't go together, and have to grab fast food for dinner. Every Sunday, I like to sit down and meal plan. We have a white board we use that has breakfast, lunch, dinner, and another blank spot under each week day.
I plan dinners first. First, I check to see what's coming in our CSA box. Then, I see what kind of meat we have frozen, like some ground turkey, or what's in our pantry, like some lentils, and plan around that (turkey meatloaf muffins one day, vegetable lentil soup the next). I also think of what sounds yummy I haven't had in a while, what recipes I've read in blogs that week, and ask my husband what he's craving. I also take into account how busy we are and plan slow cooker or easy meals on days we won't be around until dinner time. That usually fills in all seven meals for us. Sometimes, we leave one open for leftovers, or just a free night for me to eat weird dinners like yogurt and warm pita bread (it's sooo good).
I plan lunches based on what dinners will have leftovers, then add in easy things to have on hand like deli meat sandwiches, soup, or pita with falafel (sometimes we make a big batch of vegetable filled soup at the beginning of the week to have for in between meals/lunches).
I do breakfast last, based on our schedules. Most mornings I'm up and out the door before the husband is awake, so I like grabbing a whole grain muffin filled with grated fruit and vegetables, some pumpkin-zucchini bread, or almond butter multi-grain toast and an apple. While on weekends, I'm up early and free to make a full meal like quiche filled with broccoli, onion, mushroom and bell pepper for Mr. Husband so he can be prepared for a full night of work. Our go-to breakfast: vegetable filled omelets with multigrain toast and yogurt.
Then I add the prep work. That's what the blank spot is for. If we're doing turkey vegetable meatloaf muffins on Tuesday, on Monday I write: take turkey out of freezer / chop vegetables. You get the idea. Anything you have to do the day before, like thawing frozen things, you write here. Anything you can do to help yourself out the next day, like chopping vegetables or preparing sauces, you write there, as well. Then, whoever in your household is around, can check to see what needs to be done for the next day's meals.

That said, look forward to some delicious vegetable recipes! And have fun. Honestly, cooking and eating nutritious meals is, like most anything, much more fun when you are adequately prepared! :) I think you will be surprised at how easy and quick it is to cook a fresh, nutritious meal if you take the time to prepare--in some cases, just as quick as running to grab take out!

10.24.2010

Needle Felted Pumpkin

I've taken up a new addiction: needle felting. It's fantastic, easy, and you have complete artistic control. It's essentially sculpting with wool. I'm in love. I've made a few things thus far: cat toys, gnomes, a raven for my sister, and a pumpkin! The pumpkin was the biggest project, but still really only took about 45 minutes of felting. I plan on making a little patch, and attaching them with some vines... :)

Unfortunately, I didn't take process photos, but I began with some core roving, made a general shape of a pumpkin, added layers and layers of oranges, yellows, reds, and greens to get a natural look. I made it slightly lopsided, because those are my favorite kinds of pumpkins, and then I continued to felt in some lines to get the shape. I made a stem, felted that on, and called it good! I could definitely do more, but I like it simple, and not over thought.

10.23.2010

Top Five Favorite Things to Bake

1. Lemon Cake
The recipe is slightly tedious, and there are lots of dishes to be dirtied, but if I've had a stressful week and I really want to unwind in the kitchen for half a day, this is the recipe I reach for. It's a huge plus because it's amazingly delicious, and everyone loves it, so it's naturally my go-to for dinner parties in the Spring and Summer. It's worth every single bit of work.

2. Breads: Zucchini, Banana
When I think back on cooking and baking with my mom, banana bread is the one thing I remember vividly. My mom made the best banana bread, and she taught me how to do it, too. When I was a little older she started making zucchini bread as well. I've seen taken the basic recipe and ran with it, and it's such a comfort food to me. My new favorite is Brand's mom's zucchini bread recipe, adapted of course.

3. Pumpkin: Loaf, Cookies, Muffins
There aren't very many things I love more than pumpkin flavored anything. It makes such a difference to puree the pumpkin yourself, and since I started a little over a year ago, I can't stop. The dense layers of flavor, filled with warm, comforting spices remind me of nights cuddled in front of a fire with a delicious book.

4. Seasonal Pies
I've never really had a huge love for pies, but for some reason, I really enjoy making them. Maybe it's because pie is so simple and straight forward, but can provide complex and fresh flavors. In the fall, I (of course) love a good pumpkin or apple pie. In the summer, though, I absolutely swoon over strawberry-rhubarb pie... **Teaser: Baking pumpkin pie tonight--look for recipe soon!**

5. Cookies
The first thing I really started experimenting with on my own as a kid in the kitchen was cookies. I haven't made cookies forever, but the process is so integrated into my mind, that it's a very soothing thing to make. I could probably make Oatmeal-Raisin Cookies with my eyes shut. Sometimes my mom would have peanut butter cookies waiting for us, hot out of the oven, when we came running inside from taking the bus home. Every time I burn my mouth with a hot, crumbling cookie, fresh out of the oven, I'm reminded of that.

4.23.2009

polaroids for thought...


me making pita bread. nick creeping.
sneaky...
family photo.

complete family photo with zoe puss.
dinner at el chupacabra.
me and sis.
goat suckers.


...all polaroids taken by and owned by candace